the day that could have been......

The day that could have been,
the day that could have been one of the wonderful days,
it could have been; if I wouldn't have been; what I have been so long,
Its a day when all your stars, trying to show you the way; just suddenly disappear into the dark.


But it couldn't be what I wanted it to be,
so here I am again staring into nothingness, when it could have been what i wanted it to be ,
one of the days of my life!


I really don't know how to tell myself that its OK;
 to live with what comes your way,
 rather than trying for things to come the way you want them to be!

It's a glum night tonight unlike the loving birds who would be whispering into each others ears into this beautiful night under sounds of the drizzling sky, and it's comforting for me to blog the blues away....